"But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you."
Philippians 2:17
I'll be honest, I am not a theologian and do not know exactly what is meant by a 'drink offering.' But I have a feeling it's something like what I'm feeling today. Having spent the prior night in the ER with my youngest son, just 15 months, because he had an anaphylactic reaction to stealing his brother's sippy cup of milk (while I was spanking the older brother), fighting a cold myself the past two days, and during my one break in the day listening to my boys scream and cry in protestation of their nap...I'm at the "poured out" part, and there's not a thing left.
So now I have a choice: what's my attitude? Do I allow my feelings and exhaustion to rule, rendering me captive to frustration, irritation, and being overwhelmed? Or do I allow my mind to rule my emotions, choosing to be glad and rejoice at the calling of God in my life to motherhood, and for the amazing children he's called me to parent?
By God's grace and strength, let us all be like Paul, who though he was poured out said, "I am glad and rejoice with all of you."